A piece of my mind

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 23:02:03 GMT

i have got to come back to this place more often...my head is like a constant hamster wheel turning and turning and turning

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 23:23:36 GMT

I am pretty sure I am going to be at my new job for awhile...I got this new book called the secret, recommended to me by a wonderful fb and its all about how you change your outlook and the energy in which you interpret your life...really interesting. And a week before I had bought the book I had some realizations (as usual) that my purpose in life is to help people...I think I'm going to stick with this company and give it my all so I can work up to be a supervisor...face it, this economy sucks and in the field I'm in I'm not going to get paid much, so mind as well put quality time in and work up the ladder right?
anyhoo...while I was at work today I had to take my 'hearing impaired' (deaf is apparently politically incorrect didntcha know?) client out to spend money because if you have more than like 2g in your acct then they shut your SSI off...so...I was out with her shopping for 4 hours. 4 hours with a deaf woman, that has a chronic illness (other than the physical) and a drug addiction...And let me tell you, we kicked the shit for those 4 hours and had a great time. We conversated through texting mostly...a lot of hearing impaired people have sidekicks for communication. And we would write each other texts without sending them...and it was funny because sometimes we would talk about people around us lol. Not that that helped her out in her recovery process or anything, but I did have a good time..and she taught me a few ASL things. It's so amazing to be able to communicate and kind of feel a bond with someone that doesn't have any way of verbal communication. Could you imagine how frustrating it must be, not to be able to speak because you can't hear...I dont know..I've been feeling really spiritual lately, and if you know me...I am not a religious person. I attribute that factor to growing up in a cathlioc family and having it basically forced upon you. I don't know or can't explain these feelings but I guess I feel like I have a purpose in life or a destiny for that matter? I dont know..can't really put it into words. The odder thing about it is I've been more stressed out than ever lately. I don't get it. Sometimes I guess you dont need to understand things to accept them for what they are.

...its naptime..i should come back to this place more often, ive had this thing for so long and i go back yeeearrrs ago and its just amazing to see how much you have changed.

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Sun, 21 Sep 2008 12:38:17 GMT

when i go to work downtown everyday there are always people handing out shit..mostly 'god' pamphlets..but i always grab something from someone...one because it might actually be something good..(it never is but hey MAYBE one day it will be) and two...i figure these poor people that are handing shit out aren't allowed to leave their job until every one of their flyers is gone...so I grabbed one from someone last week and it s a little black card and says "got purpose?" and that shit has made me been thinking all week. because for some reason i have been feeling spiritual-ish lately? and im not religious at all, duh. its wierd, but the purpose of the card is that its this thing in delaware on sundays that i guess just talks about the purpose and meaning of life and other philiosophical shit that goes along with "got purpose?" ...I think im going to go...not today though
todays a different story...i get to go on a recovery walk with my clients from work...i probably; shouldnt? im in like day one of 'recovery' haha oops?

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 21:59:33 GMT

I hate hate hate when jerks in stores that ring up your groceries, or whatever else you're buying don't hand you whatever you just bought and you wind up forgetting it because they never even handed you the friggen bag!!!
It's a ploy to steal your crap I swear!

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Tue, 13 May 2008 15:27:22 GMT

I can't wait to see KOOZA'!!! Cirque=amazing :)

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Thu, 10 Apr 2008 01:49:35 GMT

so my moms is a nimrod and dropped her brand new phone that i had just got her in the toilet! ugh! I guess i'm supposed to pay for it just like i have to pay her phone bill every month, UGH!

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Thu, 10 Apr 2008 01:48:11 GMT

I think I might have the cutest baby in the world. No I definitely do.

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Mon, 31 Mar 2008 16:07:15 GMT

ugh this baby weight just is not coming off at all! i should have continued to boob feed then I would have lost more...I need to go to the store and get a girdle or something before I start work so people dont think I was sitting around eating my whole maternity leave!!!

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 22:22:14 GMT

I'm 7 mos prego, already! I cant believe how quickly it has gone by..and how fat ive gotten...everythings gotten bigger, my boobs are the best part, hehhee. Its such an amazing feeling to feel life move all around in you. Though theres a lot of downsides to pregancy...peeing a lot...swollen feet since month 3 (due to elevated blood pressure / proteins in urines, i may possible be pre eclamptic by the time month 10 rolls around) I also have gestational diabetes...not fun either. Other than that im pretty healthy...im planning on having a 'birth party' instead of a baby shower so that everyone can see Mae and I can drink at the party too :) man i tell ya it isn't easy craving alcohol hehehe

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Sat, 29 Sep 2007 12:35:07 GMT

does anyone know of any good prenatal yoga spots in the city?

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Tue, 11 Sep 2007 12:11:26 GMT

poor pukey cat..pukes on my floor then licks me...gross..i think he was thanking me for cleaning it up? or maybe cus i was treatin em like a sick child lol po cat...he made me puke too...once after i cleaned it then again after he licked me

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Wed, 08 Aug 2007 00:16:58 GMT

its been confirmed, sushi is NOT harmful to your fetus when you're pregnant!

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Fri, 01 Jun 2007 12:54:07 GMT

oops it happened again, alone or not im going to do it different than last time, and im going to do it right
shit shit shit

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Thu, 03 May 2007 12:47:03 GMT

gotta love when all your friends get bf/gf's they automatically ditch you until they need ya when the relationship gets ruff
ho hum homos

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Mon, 12 Feb 2007 18:15:07 GMT

i feel like ive been beaten with a lead mallot

...and my lungs hate me too

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Wed, 31 Jan 2007 14:13:57 GMT

this new job is rough...espec when your psychotic clients claim rats and mice are raping them

bleh my gut hurtz im prolly knocked up or something thats my luck
everyone at this new jobs prego too...2 of em are anyway

does anyone even use lj anymo? i dont...primarily bc i got a gayspace and 2 jobs totaling a good 65 hrs a friggen week with mentally ill peeps ...and if that shit aint exhausting
boy o boy

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Mon, 22 Jan 2007 14:11:08 GMT

how come shit doesn't ever get better? i thought after a slew of shitty handings your supposed to get a full house...
and y these hives ??? wtf am i allergic to NOW??
fuck
i think its my laundry detergent? who knows...

and how do you get around shit online if your work websensors EVERYTHING?

we had the love hate relationship

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Sun, 29 Oct 2006 08:29:13 GMT

i miss my stepdad...everyday that i leave work i can hear him asking me to bring him a coffee...or some goddamn bannananas. When I go in the house to get the mail my heart breaks becasue he isn't sitting there on the couch. I miss taking him to the drs. I miss seeing him drive around in my blue crap geo furry storm that I gave him. I miss hearing his stories about getting arrested for selling meth. I miss coming home at 4 am watching him run up the block from god knows where. I actually miss telling him to shuttup because he would tell me off the wall nutt ass shit ...like how he was going to fuck the shit out of my mother when he got out of jail...with his neckbrace on hahahahha. Im gonna miss randomly seeing him all over the city while he was at work driving...im going to miss him yelling at me for stupid shit...and me getting caught by him...like banging under a bridge when i was 16, or smoking pot in my room, or stopping me from beating the shit out of my sister in the middle of the street hahahah. You were closer to me than my real father ever was and i miss the living shit out of you you old bastard
<3 RIP gunit (dad)

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Thu, 09 Feb 2006 19:22:05 GMT

sometimes i wonder why i am the way that i am, and i talk to my family and realize ...
conversation with my aunt R

Chloe61561: how's your sister?
SeXtC01: i dunno my sister is a friggen wierdo
Chloe61561: i knew that by the time she was 3
SeXtC01: hahhahah was it because she had a block shaped head?
Chloe61561: no...because if you were talking to her, she would look at you like she didnt understand your lauguage
Chloe61561: and it only got progressively worse
SeXtC01: she still looks that way when you talk to her
SeXtC01: i pushed her out of my car last week bc she pissed me off
SeXtC01: and before i pushed her out, she did have that look on your face that you were just talkin bout
Chloe61561: i just wanted to shake her when she did that shit to me
Chloe61561: you know..
SeXtC01: lol maybe you shoulda you woulda put her brain cells back in place
Chloe61561: i think your mom was on acid during that pregnancy

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Mon, 06 Feb 2006 21:16:32 GMT

I like how people in the city put out birdfood...like anything else is gonna come eat it besides pigeons

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Sat, 04 Feb 2006 14:54:46 GMT

I'm sick of all the publicity about news reporters in iraq that are getting killed by roadside bombs, or that are being held hostage. Thats ur own fault, and maybe journalists shouldn't be in the midst of a war, becuase its a war, and know what happens in wars? bombs and guns and explosions...oh my. How bout you let the military do its fucking job without butting in and 'reporting' or watever it is that you do so that you dont get in the way...or killed...because we all know ur not the ones with the big guns and military training. You dont know how to avoid being attacked, and you aren't capable of firing upon someone attacking you, all you know are words...eat these words 'stay out of iraq!'

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Thu, 05 Jan 2006 22:35:56 GMT

crrrrry crrrrry babyyyyyyy

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Mon, 02 Jan 2006 01:21:53 GMT

7 months is too fucking long

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Mon, 12 Dec 2005 15:23:50 GMT

I got a new puppy...she is adorrrable...her name is Falkor. Shes a part cockerspaniel, part terrier mutt who likes to fuck up my apartment while im away at work. I have a cage for her that I stuck her in the other day while I was out, and she was screeeaming this horrible puppy scream that made me feel so guilty for putting her inside of a cage. So last night when I went to work I set up a cute little mini home for her in the bathroom. She had her bed, a towel to lay on, multiple bones and puppy pads to piss/shit on. And I also puppy proofed the bathroom, or so I thought. Apparently dogs grow super legs when their mommy's go to work and quickly learn how to fuck shit up hardcore. She knocked over all the shampoo bottles in my tub, (and if your familiar with the female species, we have a lot of those) and she shit on them, and she shit on my washcloth...which woulda been cool had she actually wiped her ass with it but no. She took a mega shit in my tub and on my towel which I so kindly lent to her...and she knocked over whatever was on the back of the toilet...and knocked the trash off the toilet seat, making sure to spill out the whole trash can and ate half of its contents (less clean up at least). Well not only did the pup have fun while I was at work, but so did the rats. All 5 of them were SNEAKY SNEAKY and managed to get out of thier cages and they too fucked shit up. They knocked over my plants, got dirt everywhere, chomped a few wires, and ate the little scrolly thing on my mouse. The puppy got yelled at, if I were locked in the bathroom for 8 hours Id prob fuck shit up too. This morning, the puppy was being cute and cuddling with me and even tho she didnt shit outside, I kind of forgave her for being a cocksucker last night...until this morning when she decides to run through a managerie of wires, knocking over my cable box, dvd player, and candle onto my keyboard, knocking off letters everywhere, also knocking over my sticky glue moust trap which so precisely landed on 4 of my toes and now have glue stuck all over them...puppy is back in cage, and rats are about to be set free into the street...I think I have one too many animals.

christina.luongo@gmail.com — Tue, 29 Nov 2005 08:41:16 GMT

16 mo' dayz til Vegas :0)~ woo hoo!
I got an awesome dress, very very very awesome...cool shoes that im sure that I can't walk in, and a plane ticket

i have a cool job too...what other job do you know of where you work for 8 hours and get 3 hour long breaks???
muahhahahhaha

please...don't hate